there's no such thing as perfect person, neither is there a perfect relationship...

there's no such thing as perfect person, neither is there a perfect relationship...
By: GINGGING from www.taboan.net



allow me to share my five-centavo worth of idea: most of the time, it is the failure to be honest and sincere of either one of the two individuals involved in a relationship that usually starts the crack in the vessel called marriage... the moment something is being hidden from one of the partners, surely, this will weigh down that bond called faithfulness, loyalty or whatever you call it. and then, one thing can lead to another...
That is why TRUTHFULNESS or being truthfull to each other is a very vital element that would keep a relationship going. Kung masakpan na gani, ayaw na lang try og lusot kay it will rub salt on raw wound. ngano man diay ug iadmit nga nangigat o nagfling-fling, o nagflirt sa lain? it would at least be a better option to save face rather than worsen the situation by trying to save one's skin...

wala daw makumkom nga aso (as in "smoke"). try daw

casual

casual clothes- comfortable and simple.

casual sex- ..................just sex. bwahahahaha.... *wink!

2008 ended with tears... 2009 started with cheers!

sometimes i still dance the cha-cha (doing back steps to the past year) but hey "bowkaye" one should open new doors to enter, have fun and enjoy the victory of having someone give you pleasure without any affection...

let's just say the "love" maniac moi, is I guess in a coma...

i once told my friend aiken not to indulge in such a tempting and risky deal only because he is romantically involved with someone... as for me, after surviving that awful separation, i say... FUCK! is good, once in a while, as long as it's safe and discreet... i believe, i deserve and need this...

bwahahahahahaha.....

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back to being singular...

now, all one has to do is to just stand tall like 1 has always been...

when our eyes met again...

it's been past three months since our break up...

our communications cut, and as much as possible we avoid bumping into each other... if we did, well we'd act like we were never friends or we'd never known each other... that was till today.

i was behind my officemate. I held her waist and i was pushing her down the hallway. as we were about to turn at the corner, i looked up... and coincidentally, our eyes met and my eyes widened as if it was a positive nod or something... shit! and he looked down and smiled and he touched his nose. he was carrying a paper bag with fancy things and other people were following him. I don't know if that's his new business basta another guy also brought the same things...

honestly, i felt weird... nakilig pa ko nga nag-abot among mata. my body felt that tingling sensation as if it was our first time to meet... pero wala naman koy hope nga magbalik nami coz of my realizations ngano mi nagbulag... pero i was really disturbed... naka yosi gud kog ahat bisan ga withdrawal pko... leche!

CORNY

I AM CORNY... I'VE ALWAYS BEEN CORNY... AND I GUESS I ALWAYS WILL...

NOW, MY BEING CORNY HAS BECOME A PROBLEM...

THE FORMAT FOR MY DYOKS (JOKE) SEGMENT ON OUR SUNDAY TELE-MAGAZINE SHOW IS TRANSFORMING EVERY WEEK... I HAVE TO CHANGE THE CONCEPT EVERY WEEK BASED ON THE THEME FOR THAT EPISODE... YESTERDAY, I HAD THE "NOSTRAZANSU" WHICH WAS TO GIVE SILLY PREDICTIONS FOR 2009... IT WASN'T THAT FUNNY AT ALL...

NOW I HAVE TO DO A SPOOF FOR OUR OTHER HOST COZ IT'S HER BIRTHDAY! AND NOW, I AM ONCE AGAIN FROZEN... DON'T KNOW HOW TO GO ABOUT IT WITHOUT BEING CORNY!!!

THIS IS A BIG BIG CHALLENGE FOR ME!!! HOPE I CAN DO THIS! AND I HOPE SOMEDAY I WOULD BECOME A REAL VERSATILE WRITER...

green fields

It's 2009 and I just can't help but reminisce on some good memories of dreams I once had while I still had my lover. His family were farmers and he occasionally goes back to there place. And I'd imagined what if it would all work out for us, then I could romantically spend time with him with his family.
Last week, during this trip I had with my family for my younger brother's science project, I "accidentally" came upon this greenery... the fresh air and the vibrant colors of nature almost brought tears to my eyes... heck! I even had an upclose experience with a carabao. While I was watching all of these majestic sights I reconciled myself with the fact that these might just remain as a buried dream now that it's been 3 months since our break up. Now its 2-0-0-9 and it's time to stand up and turn my back. But still i hope someday, someone could pull me back to somewhere that would resemble the simplicity of life and love. I hope by then I would not be too much and that I'd be ready to face another possible hurt and depression in my life. God bless 2-0-0-9.

MODE: FUNCTIONAL

I was able to pass 5 scripts: 3 for one show and 2 for the other show. And I was able to that within half a day. I started flexing and stretching my neurons at 5am... fighting the biting cold of the early morning. And then there I started working. After one script I went back to bed to dream. Yes! To actually dream what dialogues to use or how my thoughts would flow for the next script which had to follow a different theme. And it did work. After my nap, I pressed on for the next. It became a funny routine. My dreams went crazier. One even looked like a movie or something. Haha! This is what I get after a day of bumming. A day to wallow the pain and misery of life and enjoy the comfort of sickness. It was a beautiful day yesterday and it ended beautifully with tears streaming down my cheeks. Like I was watching my own sorrow on stage.
However, today I am a lively bee. I went to work in the afternoon and was able to deliver what I had to give. Plus, I had free dinner! Although, I felt quite dizzy after walking around. Thankfully, I didn't faint at PENONG'S.
Finally, here at home, I was able to make one more INTRO... just an intro... for the script that's going to be used for tomorrow's shoot. And after all of these, I got lucky! My brother introduced me to this website where you download themes for your phone and i got one of my favorite NARUTO CHARACTERS-SHIKAMARU- A BRILLIANT BUM, AS A MATTER OF FACT. The good thing doesn't end there. I got the biggest surprise that along with the theme was the message alert tone with NARUTO'S VOICE SAYING: "KAGEBUNSHIN NO JUTSU!"....YEAH! IT ROCKS!
Now, I have to sleep... goodnight.