finally, I AM SICK!

last week, i went to the doctor for a check-up coz i had bad cough. She told me to have an x-ray. The result was, I only had bronchitis. So, i had to take unasyn and robitussin. For a few days, i had bad stomach. And just the other night, i had chills. Till yesterday whole day. I wasn't able to join our department christmas party. And now, i am absent from work coz if i would expose myself again to work, i might not be able to recuperate and worse thing would be, i wouldn't be able to join our taping on Sunday which is my main program.
But thank God I am finally sick. It's been a long time since I've wanted to stay at home and just stay in bed. After all the shit that I've been through! Pressure at work, self-imposed pressure for work, sudden withdrawal from smoking....and ofcourse, the break up! I've been in deep shit for two months now. And I am just glad that finally, I AM SICK! I even wanted to be hospitalized but financial constraints limits me to bed rest. But either way, i'm just uber happy that i have time to be at peace for just a day.